Blindly In Love

I am dating a boy in my neighbourhood and we are far away cousins. When he first asked me out i thought it was a joke. I told him this couldnt happen because he’s my brother and he’s way too young for me. But then he told me he didnt care about our age difference or our family roots. I said to myself, “this sounds like a joke and it might only last for a weak or two, so i called him at the end of the evening and said yes to him. I would say that when it comes to love i am very waek, after 3 weeks of relationship i fell in love with him. after a month i heard rumours that he’s seeing other girls, deep inside i knew those rumours were true. But i love him too much to admit it to myself that he’s cheating on me. One day i had enough of crying every single day so i told him that we should go our seperate ways. It was the first time i saw him cry. I know he loves me as much as i love him. He cares for me like a baby, he’s very jelous when it comes to my dressing up or when it comes to my friends. He doesnt like to see me talking with other boys. He is the first boy to make me taste the sweetness of love.
After 5 months my parents were having doubts that im dating my little brother. We are not that closely related honestly, but here in my we have a lot of respect for our custom and culture. Everytime when mum and dad askes me about the rumours they hear i would deny everything. Untill it came to a point where i told him we should stop everything and start a new relationship but this time as brothers and sisters. He agreed to my decision. One whole day we hang around with our usual gang and we behaved as brother and sister this time. In the evening when i got home he called me and said that he really regrets he’s decision. I asked him why and he told me that he can’t get over me and he’s madly jelous to see me walking around now that he knows im single again. Before he hanged up he said he wanted to see me. I asked him if he wanted to see me as a sister or more than that?!…and he said “dont worry, i want to see you as a sister. I Went to the place where we usually meet and he was already waiting for me. I stood a meter away from him, before we said anything else i saw his hands reach out for me, he hold me close to him and then he gave me a big hug. We didnt want to let go of each other, then he looked into my eyes and said these words “can i treat you more than a sister tonight? Before i could reply, he kissed my lips. and the way he kissed me i knew he miss me. I could feel his tears on my lips as i kissed his cheeks.
I AM DEEPLY, MADLY AND BLINDLY INLOVE WITH YOU RICKY. “he always tells me that he wanted to grow old with me…………and that is the greatest gift of all.